Travels of the desist
Scribed by Rev. Devan Jesse Byrne on Wednesday, September 30, 2009
I came to a conclusion the other day, I am Died... and have yet to realize it. In the movie 'Passengers' this is the theme and I am starting to think even if I was I still would have no idea, because I hide it from myself. Anything hidden is hidden, and every time you think you can find it you play a game with your mind acting as if it knew what to look for, when it is what hides it. The goal of the 'Ego' is seek and do not find. This is precisely what we do, even those of us that say we seek and we do find, for really to seek at all, is the game and it can not be won. Finding dose not involve seeking but only full openness. The word "Full" is tricky here because we want to so habitually to put a cap on our openness and say that some things are "not needed" to be said, ah the tricks of the mind to keep us in the cycles of a dog chasing its tale, some of us are lucky and have long tales, and ketch it. Yet few of us stop to think "am I really a dog?"