Giving the gifts I was given
Scribed by Rev. Devan Jesse Byrne on Monday, September 07, 2009
I surrender. I no longer desire my personal gain, my personal fame. I give everything I have to you father, everything I have asked for, I have received. I desire nothing of my wishes any more, but that you wish for me. I except that perfect happiness you desire for me. I except the perfect love you hold for me. I wish nothing more, as I have been wishing for much less, now I am ready.
You have given me so many dreams, so many desires, wile I have denied the gift you wish for me. I turn it down and ask for others. when I realized all that your gift was not I realized there is no substitute for the limitless love and edgeless peace you extend to me.
For such a long time I hid away and behind your blessings I asked for. Under the pain I wished for myself. Today I find my desire for your will for me. I give you the gifts you have given, I use all that I once had to remembering your perfect will. What would you have of me father? what would I say to come to they will? Where shall I stand when I receive the grace you still offer me?
I found myself to be very painful today, I dwell in my sorrow as I lost my way. I opened the door to you and found only grief and pain. I do not see how this will lead to your will for me father. How should I know what way to turn when the darkness covers every corner? what light comes to me when its only pain I see? Are you even there to help me?
I found today that I must forgive my sins away. The hopeless Idea that I can be something I hoped for more. Father I wonder how I could, If I stood in the position to do so. I found thee, and rather dramatically I arose in pain that I thought I washed away. Here today I forgive my pains away, I allow you to use them for my day. to bring me up and fly away.
I forgive myself for being me, I forgive the idea I had of my gifts for me. I asked and asked, I did receive. I got carried away and found myself forgetting I am where I wanted to be. Today I remember father and Declare once more, I am here for thee, as you were here for me.
I was blind to the fact that your Love was more then enough, there is nothing that I have gained, are made that out dose that gift you wait for me to receive. I come to thee on my knees offering all my dreams in exchange for your perfect safety and Love. I look no longer away from your kingdom, I no longer blind my vision with the sight of the world. Today I forgive myself for failing you, Today I let go of my petty miserable goals for myself.
I realized a day is a measurement I made. I found in my forgiveness today, I was given it. I found today the things I fuss and cry about, are not what they seem. Have the things I wished for, ever been given? or do I just hide under the idea of the gifts. Father am I not away? Father is it I pray, because I am with you? Could I be home with you, and always have been? could I be lying to see everything I am not?
Could this set me free?
You have given me so many dreams, so many desires, wile I have denied the gift you wish for me. I turn it down and ask for others. when I realized all that your gift was not I realized there is no substitute for the limitless love and edgeless peace you extend to me.
For such a long time I hid away and behind your blessings I asked for. Under the pain I wished for myself. Today I find my desire for your will for me. I give you the gifts you have given, I use all that I once had to remembering your perfect will. What would you have of me father? what would I say to come to they will? Where shall I stand when I receive the grace you still offer me?
I found myself to be very painful today, I dwell in my sorrow as I lost my way. I opened the door to you and found only grief and pain. I do not see how this will lead to your will for me father. How should I know what way to turn when the darkness covers every corner? what light comes to me when its only pain I see? Are you even there to help me?
I found today that I must forgive my sins away. The hopeless Idea that I can be something I hoped for more. Father I wonder how I could, If I stood in the position to do so. I found thee, and rather dramatically I arose in pain that I thought I washed away. Here today I forgive my pains away, I allow you to use them for my day. to bring me up and fly away.
I forgive myself for being me, I forgive the idea I had of my gifts for me. I asked and asked, I did receive. I got carried away and found myself forgetting I am where I wanted to be. Today I remember father and Declare once more, I am here for thee, as you were here for me.
I was blind to the fact that your Love was more then enough, there is nothing that I have gained, are made that out dose that gift you wait for me to receive. I come to thee on my knees offering all my dreams in exchange for your perfect safety and Love. I look no longer away from your kingdom, I no longer blind my vision with the sight of the world. Today I forgive myself for failing you, Today I let go of my petty miserable goals for myself.
I realized a day is a measurement I made. I found in my forgiveness today, I was given it. I found today the things I fuss and cry about, are not what they seem. Have the things I wished for, ever been given? or do I just hide under the idea of the gifts. Father am I not away? Father is it I pray, because I am with you? Could I be home with you, and always have been? could I be lying to see everything I am not?
Could this set me free?
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