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I have been Waking up, in somewhat of a upsetting feelings over thoughts I have regarding my ex-wife, and expressing the beliefs in abandonment that I have.
I woke today with the same feeling, and I finally decided to do it differently today.
I wanted to call her and try to express again, like I have been almost everyday. I am finally sane enough on this subject, that I know thats not the way to do it. So I turn to the one, I feel has been neglecting me, which is me and I asked myself if I really want to do this again. I realized in the question, my whole relationship with her has been the same. I feel something is being taken away, I fight for it, it continues to be taken, I get upset she does not care, It continues... I blow up, and hurt a wall.

Today is different because I am choosing before I get upset, not latter when I am all upset at what she is doing, and what I am loosing. I then turned to spirit as I herd him say, "I need do nothing: is healing" I told him, advisedly I get a bit caught up and drowned in the emotions. What is something practical, I can apply it in my life, and I see myself Blogging about "Give'em what they want" and I say the page filled with Give'em what they want Give'em what they want Give'em what they want. So here I am, and spirit will elaborate. But me being the sly little ego, said before I started typing, "What if I do give them what they want" thinking I am psychic, and know what is best for them. Spirits quick and swift reply "Give'em what they say they want".

I then saw myself marrying together, my sister and her new boyfriend. They did ask me and I said yes, but protested that they should wait, for there is no need to rush into a mess. But I realized as the spirit spoke, I am not here to judge and then try and "save" the world in what I "perceive" as their best intreats. The ego quickly judges, and wants to save my sister from another bad marriage, and for the kids. I would justify and say it is nothing against the guy, even if he is a perfect guy waiting should not be a problem, if he is.

Something about my sisters life has been reflecting my own regarding relationships. Her prier husband and her, separated nearly every time my ex and I were fighting, and talking about divorce. Then their divorce went through about the same time ours did. And now she is quickly tying herself to another guy, filling in her blank... as my ex is. My sisters husband, has been throwing a fit in the background on the phone, as I have, and something tells me, this need not be.

I remember I was so focused and vigilant for God, and now swimming in the shit I made for dinner last year. Its time to clean up the plate, and do it differently. We all know it has not been working the way I want to do it. So finally on this subject I am ready to, choose and act again differently.

Please, Spirit again could you teach me what I should do practically regarding the reactions in myself.
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As I made clear to you, Many could say do nothing, but this for you gives you "power" you blind yourself with, as you try and "make" the other do nothing. Remember again, that it is always your lesson, there is no one out there that needs to change their behavior, it is you. So I say again, Give them what they want. For you know it means nothing, you know that you do not perceive you own best interests, and you know that to give is to receive, and you know that all pain comes from resistance. These things you know, I will elaborate again for you.


First- you know it means nothing, it is very easy to forget everything you know, when you think it is something you learned. The life you live is a life you learned, to act and be, do and say what you do. It is easy also to think the way to God is learned, and try and put it all on top of what you learned in life. This is not the goal. You will know that you are trying to "learn" it, when it seems to not be there when you "need" it. This we know is not true. As you remembered last night with Brittany, "Life is a series of trials so you can remember who you are" She is very insightful on this subject. But who are you is the question, and where are you at that.

You know nearly everything outside of yourself, will teach you what you are not, this is why it is meaningless. Only the "loving" experiences are meaningful because they teach you what you are. They bring you to a place to remember. Of course you will go through a period of undoing, and "learning" everything Love is not, and those are the "trials". Shedding away your old beliefs, that have taught you what you are not. It becomes a "trial" because the resistance to loosing the belief is great, and all pain and suffering comes only from resistance.

So it is normal for the ego to say, "everything is teaching you." But listen not to this in the way you once believed. Everything is teaching you, what you are not, so you can look past then and see what you are. This is the only reason they have meaning. They do not have meaning when you can not see through them. So do not take the lesson and stack it on your shelf filled with them, the shelve is hiding the truth. A true lesson of God, takes things off the shelf so you can see.

Two- You know that you do not perceive you own best interests, this we have gotten into depth before. And I say again, You perceive not your own pest interest, because you see only what you have learned in the past. You desire this situation to be different then the once in the past, so you must do something different to bring about the different situation. There is one thing that you never have done, and this is nothing. You believe you must do something, so I tell you then give them what they want. But you continue to ask about different situations, and which once you could apply this to. Do not the judgment of the situation, do the forgiving of it, so you can be healed from it.

You see clearly that your past has repeated over the years, that you live and act the same as you did when you were five. This is a lesson you would learn from. See not that you can not change, but see past it and realize what the reaction is hiding from you. Do not act the same way you always have, act today the way you never have. It is in my defenselessness my safety lays because it is taking you the way of God, and not yours, your choice has been the way of the ego, and you can count on that choice being made again, IF you choose to do anything. Choose to do nothing, by giving them what they want.

There is no ways in the world where one way is better then the other way. They are both illusions, and both insane. Love does nothing, in support of the truth that is hidden behind the shelf of lessons. Love is continuously giving, because it perceives no needs, in it self. Give because you choose Love, Do nothing because you wish not to act on the past, and have again chosen Love.

Three- You know to Give is to receive, In the sense I spoke of above, to give your things, and actions, is to take them off your shelf that hides the truth, in turn you receive the truth, by giving what you hid it with. You could almost say that the shelf was covered with old "lessons of love" or old "ideas of love" and you give these ideas of love, so they hide no more the real Love behind them. of course I speak to you metaphorically and these actions of giving is all you know. But it is better to give "love", if you must give something.

To give regards to truth, to give what you "learned" of truth is the only thing you can give. It is "teaching what you would learn" that you do so for. The question is, what do I wish to learn. Well with the contexts of above, to give Love is to do nothing. To do nothing is forgiveness of the blocks. The Blocks being old belief systems we have learned. As you give this "love" you simply remove the blocks in yourself. Remember it is always my lesson, never about the others "growth" only about my healing.

Give your old ideas of love, so you may find the Love that is always given. Act as you see fit for this love to be given, tell you realize it is not the love you wish to give. Give the true Love, only when you find it. You will know if you found it for there will be nothing else. As you type, and read this you have not found real Love, because you think there is something else you can do, say or be, this is why you come to me for help, you think you where someplace else. We are one, you have never left, to "come to me for help" the fact that you do is the fact that you think there is other places, things to do, say and be. Not realizing there is only Love, so you must admit you hide from it.

Four- You know that all pain comes from resistance, Meaning if you experience Pain, hardship, sorrow, or struggle it is because you resist. Resist the situation Yes, but resisting the loss of your belief systems. What you believe you are, is a series of belief systems building you as you are. You are not these belief systems, or the beliefs that make them. What you are needs no belief, it simply is what it is. The ego is a belief about yourself, build with itself over itself. A belief that is so well hidden you do not have a clear idea what the belief is. Even as students of the course you say it is a belief in "separation". You may have experienced out side of this, and remember it, but every time you try and explain it, you forget it.

If you experience pain of emotional or physical, you must realize that "you do it to yourself" means, that you give yourself this pain, by fighting, or in other words, refusing to give up. Refusing to surrender, to others, and higher powers. The only reason you clash, or have problems with is because you are stubborn, and want it your way. When you do not even know what you want. So you fight even when you get it. Then run around upset and angry that what you thought you wanted did not give you satisfaction, so you take it out on something. This is not what you want, the pain, the resistance is not what you want.

So give up, in the easiest terms, surrender. In every "trial" is another chance to surrender, because you know you perceive not your own best interest, and finally you will do nothing, but give what others ask of you because you know it does not matter. You resist not doing it, or not doing it. Finally you stop caring about the world and let it go, you no longer cherish it and set yourself free. You finally be happy because nothing in the world can influence you. You have surrendered and given up to the true Love of God. Be this and Give up today.

You say you want to, but the ego has no clue how. It thinks giving up is death, or sitting around doing nothing. It is not, It is not resisting, all the options that come in front of you, because you know you do not perceive your best interest. So I clarify, if they ask, you say Yes, if the do, you say go a head. You walk even if you do not want to, because the ego is the only one that WANTS anything. Want no more, because you have. Seek no more because you are. Find no more because you will always be.







Scribed by Devan Byrne from www.WalkofLove.Org

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"You are what you think all day"
"Teach what you would learn"
"Give what you are"
"You only teach what you believe"

Quotes like these from different places imply that if you want to be a certain way, you can change your thinking, can you elaborate.

As you heard me say in Chapter seven part one, I said I gave only Love, because that is what I believe I am. It was not that I wanted to believe I was. I no longer wondered IF I was Love. I know as you too know. Yet you do not believe everything you know, as I do believe it all. To wonder is to deny and search for answers where they are not. Even when you pray and ask the spirit to "show you" the truth. You do not really wish to see the truth, Ask not for it to be shown to you, Ask for the assistance to see. For to ask where it is, is stating that you ask for it to be hidden, and you get everything you ask for. Asking for assistance to realize the truth, is a surrendering to the possibility that a power greater then you and what you believe, will assist you in Putting aside your "strength" to finding it yourself. It is a realization that you really want to hide from truth and not find it, it is a realization that you fight yourself to find the truth. Then you surrender to the assistance that you were not open to, when you were battling with yourself.

You tend to believe you must "believe" before you "know" and then when you believe enough then it is "knowing". This is not true. You believe what you know, and some things you don't believe what you know. What you know can not be changed, what you believe is your acceptance of what you know. What you know is the Truth, and the ego attempts to change it by picking and choosing what it wants to fit in with what it sees as its life right now, based off of the past learning. Always having to question which and how many are true. What the ego "knows" are simply projections it has no control over anymore. Then it "learns" the facts about them, denying their source. It makes up a world and hides from it. It hides from it because it wants to hide from its source, It hides from its source because it believes the source it beyond its self. The source of the problem, is not that it is real, but that it is Believed to be real. You Know you are one with God, yet you force yourself to believe that it is not true, so you may punish yourself for a guilt that you call humility.

Humility in the true sense of the word, is not a "strong" attribute. It is the ability to surrender, and this is not a strength, but a giving up on strength. It is putting your guard, and weapons down and giving up. This takes courage in your faith, not strength. Your humility is said to "take a strong man to be" as if it needs to be forced or worked for. Humility is not somewhere you go, or a moving forward in progress, it is stepping down, giving up, to God.

So to teach only Love, is to give it. Love it the acceptance of your brother, as yourself. To give it is to realize it as your truth. To realize it is to be humble, and realize you believe not in your truth. Give Love for it is what you want to believe, Give Love because you know you know it. Learn what Love is by giving it in the way you believe it is now. It will be reveled to you as you Humble yourself to what you believe about yourself.

It is not a changing that is accruing, as you change your thinking. It is a shift in expression of what you believe you are. You are All, and which you wish to express is your free will. You have chosen to express pain and sadness, and there for you experience it, to justify your desire to express it. Choose again, and express Love, and you will experience it to justify your choice, to be it.

As you continue to express your Ideas of what you believe "Love" is, soon you will shed what it is to you. No longer will it be what you believe "love" is, but it will be what true Love is. As we have said, this can not be learned. This is because you believe you are what Love is not, and how could "what love is not" learn it self as "what love is". This is why it is said to be an Un-Learning of what you believe you are now, and unlearning of "what love is not" to realize it is made from Love, which is its truth and needs no learning.

It is true then that if you wish to realize yourself as "A" then teach "A" to be true, and if you believe "B" and want "A" to be true then teach that "A" is true, yet you naturally teach "B" to be true, for this is what you believe. But it does not change the fact that what you are is "C"

*You believe you are what you experience, yet what you experience is changing constantly. What you experience is what you choose to express with a reason to feel that way. You tend to think that the experience came first, then your reason, then your justified to express your "feelings" about the experience. Yet this is the mix up of cause and effect. You are not in the world, it is the experience of what you choose to express. The choice to express came first, the experience to give you reason to express came second. You can choose to express differently then the experience insists that you express, because you know you are not the experience, but that it is an effect of what you choose to express.

It is highly posable that as you choose differently from the experience, and express the opposite, the experience can change in front of your eyes. It is not highly however, that you would notice it. In fact as you think the experience would change rapidly it would not, it would change before you realize your choice to express the opposite was realized. Meaning, if you chose to express anger, your world would give you and experience to give you reason to express anger, yet when the experience comes, and you choose to express love instead, the experience would already be a blessing, waiting for you to realize it. The miracle is in all experiences, because experiences leave not their source, the choice to express what you believe you are.

Soon enough you will only choose Love, and soon enough all other choices will be forgotten. Then the only experience will be that to justify Love, and it will be known as the Happy Dream. The Dream to end all Dreams, for in the choose of Love's expression, the true love will be reviled, and this is the last step God will take for you. The fullness of the experience will be the choice of Love, and Love will be realized that it was known all along, but not believed.

Yes it is True that you are Love, yet you do not believe it. Teach it, for you want to realize the truth about yourself.









Scribed by Devan Byrne from www.WalkofLove.Org

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It is not a matter of Faster, but when. The only way for your old belief systems to wash off is if you use soap. As I have said before, if willingness is higher then resistance great healing can acure. All pain and trouble comes from resistance. The Healing come when you let go of the belief system you resist from letting go. So it is not resistance to healing, but a resistance to loosing your old ways, eventually your way at all. To put it simply, if you wish for your willingness to be greater then your resistance, and have a hard time getting it that way there are a few, seeming "radical" ways you can live.

The Ego wants exactly the opposite of the way of God. So do the exact opposite what the ego wants. This seems easer that what is is. for what does the ego want? well the key word is 'Want' The Ego wants its way. If you look at the world and brothers in it, and trust that they come from spirit you can follow with out any difficulty. The ego will very quickly fall out of trust and think it knows a better way, this would no longer be trust. So when ever the outside world conflicts with the inside mind, follow what the outside says. For there is no conflict, but only in the dilutions of the ego. The inside mind, and the outside world are one. There could never be conflict if there was only one disputer. Seek not to change your world, but change your mind about the world. It is only a world of ego, when you see, and choose for it to be. Which is ego for you, ego will reflect ego, and blame everyone for being ego. Stay on the razors edge of Trust and even when there seems to be conflict, realize it is only because you lost trust in spirit, in your brother. There is no conflict only a problem of lack of faith. Trust again that they come from spirit, and your ego will be healed.

So to clarify, When your brother wants one thing, and you want the other, go with what your brother wants because you know there is no conflict. The ego in you will fight, and want its way, thinking it know what will work best, But there is no difference between two illusions. One is not better or greater then the other. They are both the same, with a different seeming image. You follow your brother because you choose peace over conflict. You follow your brother because you trust he is spirit. You follow your brother because you know he is one with you, so there for if he conflicts with you, you must be mistaken. Even when it seems harmful, or painful, you must continue to trust that on the battle field it seems that way, but up above where I see only illusions. Trust spirit as it takes you through your Hell to peace. It only seems to be terrible, it only seems to be messy, yet it is only from resistance.

Nothing ever looks painful, nothing ever looks hard, you only see your resistance to being free from your identity. Even when it seems like animals are being tortured, and killed for food, the pain you feel is only your resistance to loosing yourself. If you truly were ok with loosing yourself, If you truly excepted Death, you would see that you are free from all pain, all conflict, all worry and stress, your realize nothing has power over you, and nothing really matters nor for your brothers. Thou you see that things still matter, is only your resistance to loosing your identity, the fear of death.

Then do nothing extreme, you do not need to do something to much or to little. The ego wants to prove its power, yet it has none, so it will use its choices to manipulate itself. It will be a martyr to show it self as real. You do not need to starve, nor do you need to be full. You do not need to be poor, or do you need to be rich. The fact that you want it all, or you finally say you need nothing, is the ego trying to prove it self as a being. There is nothing it can do to be real, it will go up and down looking everywhere for another way to be noticed, to be loved, or to be master. It knows its true reality, and it will do everything it can to hide it. You have never once did nothing. The ego is always moving, always noticed, and always thinking. Even thought you think you have stopped one of these, you have never stopped all. To do this would be complete freedom, and this is your greatest fear. You think it is death, you think it is non existence, you think it is the loss of love, but it is freedom.

Perfect freedom seems to have this "price" yet it is only a price when something is considered valuable. As you still hold it valuable, you will resist. As you are on this path to freedom, you go through hell because you conflict with yourself. You fight your resistance, and hold dear your freedom. Yet you fight for freedom, and resist your value. You can not have both life and death, wile you resist you cherish only death. "Let go and be free" can be taken very literally. yet to do so with everything, is an undertaking for the very willing. Yet as I said before, everything is all the same, and illation, do it with all or none. Let go of all, or you have not let go at all. So again I say, it is not about faster, but when will you let go?

It only seems like many choices of choosing again and again, but they are the same one reminding yourself to remember. Not a new choice, but the one waiting to be chosen fully. And when it is done, your see it always was one big choice to to be free. All this time your saying no, soon your stop fighting and say Yes. there in no maybe, and no "just a little" you are ether saying no, or your saying Yes.

You have been taught to "stay in purpose". This is very useful, because the ego wants to be extreme, right now it wants to stop and rest. You continue to type because your willingness is higher, then your resistance. You will have your way of freedom, but it will not seem your way in choices. As you continue on project that support forgiveness, and unity. You will reinforce it in your mind. Use the focus on the projects as a symbol of your focus on spirit. use your vigilance for the projects completion, as a symbol of your healing completion. It is only the ego that wants to stop, It knows the way of the "symbols" and it does not want to except the "death" it brings.

So I satiated there are a few seeming "radical" ways you can live, and they are not in the actions of life, but the inactions. The acceptance of the way of your brother, is trusting they are one with you, and you are spirit. Then to do nothing to the extreme, as everything is meaningless, treat it that way. It is nothing to do allot of, and it is nothing to do not. It is nothing, even when it looks like you do it. You do not do it, so why change it? The third thing is the acceptance of death, the acceptance of death is not only giving up, but embracing the possibility that you may not exist. This does not seem necessary to the ego, but if it does not matter, it will not hurt to do so. It it is avoided, with what ever seeming excuse, understand it is your resistance. The fourth thing for tonight is staying in purpose, the ego wishes to do meaninglessness of meaninglessness, the reason purpose has "meaning" is because it leads to meaning. You are what you think about, the purpose is to think about truth all day tell you realize ONLY truth, and the rest has dissolved away.

Your peace is in you, your guide will show you. resist not and it will flow, as you dive it will splash tell there is no water in the sea.


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Talking to my family and friends, I realize how much my beliefs have changed. Every time I write something here, I am hoping they will read and get a bit more insight on what I believe. If I were to put my beliefs from what they were to where they are going in one sentence it would be. I was one who looked for salvation outside from sources separate and apart from me, now I realize it is all there, but only with in me.

The LDS church what I was raised up in, is said to be the church with the most truth and information then any other church in the world. I might agree with that still. But 'A Course in Miracles' is not a church, so not in the same category. There is one very important key missing, which changes everything. This is the realization of unity. Peace, is Unity. War, is separation. Now of-course most people even when they think they do, have no idea what this means. It does not mean simple coming together in one purpose. It does not simple mean we are one family. It does mean these things, but even deeper then that. The reason it is one in purpose, the reason we are family, is because we are one. The Church talks about the 'War in Heaven' where (in very short) Lucifer and Jesus had their different ideas of how it should go down here on earth, its said that this is a 'War of Words' as if I could ever see Jesus calling anyone names. I do not understand, tell I realized the "War of Words" was what the course calls the "Tiny Mad Idea" where the Son of God forgot to laugh.

Now for all you listening, Imagine with me that before we were spirits, we were "intelligences" no shape or form, tell we were born into a spiritual body, then now born into a physical body. This is what the church says, of-course never having an idea what came before the "intelligences" that we were.
So here is a stretch; what if before we got our "Spirit Bodies" we were One "intelligence" that was split into the many little spirit bodies, then the spirit bodies, were you and me, and Jesus and Lucifer. Then seeming to be as separate spirit bodies, the Ideas began to be different also. As if they where different spirits. This is a war. Yet Peace, is Unity. War, is separation. They where one born into many, that started to forget it was one with its brothers, and clashed in interests. One spirit body had his "word" and another had his "word" this is a "war of words"

The idea of this war was Lucifer stood up and said (paraphrased) "I will force everyone to do good, I will make them serve, and Father all the glory your give to me" Then Jesus stood up and said (paraphrased) "I will let then have free will and choose to come back to thee, and Father, I will give all the glory to thee" Then it is said that the Father in Heaven chose Jesus to be the savior of his brothers and sisters, and one third of the host of heaven went on the side of Lucifer, and two third chose the way of Jesus. And there it is said the two third that chose Jesus is us, we have come to the world to be tested on our "righteousness" to the father in heaven.

Now what has changed in my beliefs is this everything brought into my mind. I can see this so clearly now, that in each of our minds we have this war right now. There is a scripture that states the natural man is an enemy of God, meaning we naturally want to do what is not of God, and not righteous. Which does not make sense if we really were the ones who chose Jesus. The "War of Words" is not something that happened, long ago. It is not something happened to others. This war, is in you now. This war is said to be of Words, because it is your mind, your thoughts. To combine with ACIM words, the EGO is like Lucifer doing everything it can to get the glory, and force you to do what is "right" and he will look like your nicest friend, just to pull you in, he will even get you to think that the enemy is someone else to blame. he will get you to think you can never be saved because the kingdom is so hard to get, with so many words. He will get you to think LOVE is in death, and LOVE is in punishment, and LOVE is in cruelty, and LOVE is on a cross, were God punished someone for YOUR evil doings, He will get you to feel like shit, and full of guilt, to FORCE you to "Choose the Right".

And the real Christ with in you will tell you you are forgiven, forgiven instantly. He will tell you that you need not suffer, and go through pain or death. He will tell you that eternal life is now, and has no sacrifice. He will tell you LOVE is LOVING and LOVE is gentle. He will show you that what you think you did to deserve punishment, is washed away in the nothingness of the past. He will guide you to a place with no worries, and no stress, where you no longer NEED to do it right, for you CAN NOT DO IT WRONG, your WILL IS FREE. He will show you you have FREE WILL, and there is no punishment for there is no death. He will tell you that nothing you could do could keep God from LOVING you. He will help you feel the peace and joy that only God's LOVE and acceptance could bring.

The Kingdom is not far away, it is not even around you. It is you. The Christ with in you will show you the kingdom doors are always open for your return. The Devil with in will tell you it is far, and you MUST do good to get to it, and YOU WANT to so you can be rewarded. The Christ with in you will guide you to the safe return, gently releasing you from your desire for guilt. The Devil with in you will say everything it can to get you to feel guilty to FORCE you to WANT to return. The Christ will show you, that guilt is never your desire, and perfect Happiness is with in now. The Devil with in you will tell you that you can NOT be happy, tell you do, or get MORE, it will even tell you that you need to SERVE MORE, to be happy. It will tell you Happiness is out there, and never with in you. The christ will tell you, that you have never been condemned, and you are perfect and holy even now. The Devil will tell you you are sinful from the very start, it will tell you your choices have harmed, and killed, it will tell you everything you do is shit. It will tell you that you can never be fully happy tell you repent, and obey, and DO WHAT IS COMMANDED OF YOU ... to get you to feel guilty to FORCE you to WANT to return.

I don't know about you, but even if the war was a long time ago, I can see guilt is the way of the devil. I use my free will and choose Christ.

You are holy innocent now... and even now, the devil in you is telling you this is not true, it will even have a list of reasons why you are not, and you must feel bad, and guilty... Which is gentle? Which is the way of real LOVE? Your Free to choose, for you can't get it wrong, because you will always be innocent, even if you THINK you are guilty.







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I have come to a conclusion that Guidance from the Holy Spirit is allot like a GPS. When you first get a GPS to drive with, you tend to think you know better. You always want to go the short cut way. Our logic says there is a better way, tell we run into Traffic. We forget so easily that the GPS can see the Big pitcher, even when we think we got it on our own, and we do not understand the rout its taking us, we soon realize it was getting us around the construction. No matter how sweet and clear the voice will be, we want to hate it for it thinks it knows more then us "real" people. Even thou the GPS has never been behind the wheel, it will become the driver. When you finally trust it and surrender your ideas over... soon your be lost with out it.




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Even when "Hell" appears to be over-powering you. "Heaven" is there, patiently waiting for your approval of its reality. And in this realization, it washes away the "reality" of "Hell" for there can not be two homes for the "Son of God" and as I have said before, you are home and you have never wondered off, into a place where Darkness is King. What King of Kings, would let pain triumph when truth is all it knows? He has not forsaken you, He has not cast you out, he has not let your foolish fantasies of death and torture rule, you are Home, at peace, in Love, Always.

You as a "Religious" believer seem to think it is evil or of "sin" to say that you are innocent now. We so desperately want our "wrong" doings to be real, so that we can be punished for them. We ask for pain, not for forgiveness. You believe it could be possible to sin, and go against the will of God, and then return to it again. If it is Gods will that you be forgiven and saved, there is nothing else possible. God is God, and no other ruler could ever triumph, for that would defeat Gods role, as the ruler, creator and King, and this is forever impossible.

It is not passable to stray and return to God, if you have strayed, you are lost forever. But I say again, you have never strayed. You as a creation, could never be apart from your creator. If you are lost, God is lost. If you have sinned the would universe is doomed for eternity, for if you have sinned, to has God, the creator of the sinful, the sin, and the victim.

So I say again, despite of what you see, and how desperately you want it to be true, you are free from sin. You are free from a wrong doing. In fact you are free from "do"ing anything out of the will of God. His will for you remains to be perfect happiness, and you can only retain that Now as you except your innocents.

You can only fully except your innocents as you except it for everyone you have known as well. For to condemn is not your role, but only to forgive because you think you have condemned. To condemn is truly impossible, for there is no will but Gods. So merely an idea needed to be corrected. You have not sinned, nor has your brother, and nor was it seen as anything but Gods Love. Even after your "judgment" of the "action" it has not changed in the eye of the Spirit of God.

You have had the freewill to condemn, but you only have brought pain and hell to your self, by doing so. Forgive, and be free, as you except innocents for everyone. Remember, Misery loves company and they are in every sect and belief. There is no way to Heaven, and No way to Peace. For why would you need a map to your location, all you need is a realization.






Scribed by Devan Byrne from www.WalkofLove.Org

"Walk of Love" is a travel on witch Devan has published photo's and updates of his journey, trusting in the Divine wile he serves and heals by the grace of God. Always hoping to join and meet new faces, at all kinds of spiritual gatherings around the nation. He would love to be a part of yours.

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www.WalkofLove.Org
- Devan's Service Mission Walking around the United States

www.IamACIM.Com
-Online Radio Program studying 'A Course in Miracles'


www.DevanJByrne.Com
- Learn About Rev. Devan J. Byrne and what Services he offers.




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So here in Miami Florida, our Hostess Pattie is an Alcoholics Anonymous(AA) sponsor for many. on Wednesday I went with her to a meeting, and then again today. It was wonderful to put into practice again seeing everyone as the light of God. The Light in everyone as Holy as it can be, was remarkable as it became an encounter with no limits. I wanted to say something, yet I did not know how to introduce myself. I felt that I couldn't say "Hi my name is Devan, and I am an Alcoholic" ...because I am not.
But I soon realized, I was. I am one with the world I see, there is no higharky in the world. I am not better, or greater then anyone in the world. I really am just like them. No different at all, you can say everyone has their "-holics" and their addictions. But even with out looking at these "faults" about ourselves and look at my last post in the blog.

The spirit strongly has been teaching me, greater then ever, everything I see, judge or even perceive is exactly what I think, and believe of myself. If I see people with my eyes, I do see people with "addictions", and "problems" and even "mistakes". But if I deny what the eyes, and senses tell me. I can look beyond what I perceive and realize the light of God, behind all the masks everyone wears. No one is a bum, and no one is a saint. we are all the same, even in our "forms". We all came in to this world, naked and truly alone, and we will all be leaving the same way. Only one person walked in that door, when you did to get here, and that was you. Everyone seems to have taken the same door, but you are you... and that is innocent. Only you can play your role, only you play this game, does that mean your independent, and individual? No, despite you desire for it to mean that, it does not. You are the same, you are just like everyone.

So why judge? they say in AA that when you point a finger you have three pointing back at you. Even if it wasn't three, you can see the pointing came from you, you pointed first, and the reflection pointed back. They do not point at you, and you did not point first. This is the confusion of cause and effect. You pointed, they point back. If you see someone blaming you, or harming you, or cheating you, remember they reflect you. AA says the most important thing is honesty, can you be honest to see you pointed first? Or are you the saint, that does not point, but everyone in the mirror points at you. this is impossible, you pointed first, now humble yourself and admit it. Even if you don't know how you did, or what you pointed at. Know that if you see pointing at you... you started it.

There will be a point, where you will start to not see, or perceive those fingers pointing at you. You won't even know that they are there. You will be at peace, and the world will flow. But it all starts with admitting, you are the reason it all was pointing. You looked in the mirror and pointed at it, and it simply pointed back. you can't blame it for pointing, it is mindless and does what it is told, by you.

As you do start to only see the light in your brothers, you where see, every finger as a blessing, and every blame and a gift. You will not even conceive it as a threat, you will not comprehend it as an attack, it will only be love in all its forms, healing the ego of existence, and moving on to the peace of God. Your brothers may scream, their fists may swing, and hair may flair, but all you know, and see is they are happy to see your at peace no matter what they do.

Under their masks, and acts they play, they support you in every way. Helping you heal, and guide your way. They desire peace with you, and know god as you do. You are not farther in healing, you have not had more experiences, everyone is enlightened, everyone is Christ. They are here teaching you, showing you the way, your angels, your guides, your spirit in them holds the path to god dearly. You can not loose, as you choose to see the light in all.

We are the same, we are one and there are no levels to it. The miracle is seeing the unity of the son, and there can not be levels to one. If you perceive you are farther, better or greater, you simply make yourself in the position you saw them. You delay yourself, and step back in the path to God. This is why judgment is the sin of the world, because it brings the world down from its path to truth. It seems to be less, when it was more but it is not.

Forgiveness is the way to happiness, because it is the gate to understanding unity. As you judge it you see it not as your reflection, but something or someone else, that your mirror would not hold, yet that is all it is. It is what you desire for your self to be. This is the cage you chain yourself to, as you perceive others less or greater then you. It is not true, for me or you. We are the same, in the kingdom of heaven, and that is all that is true.

All of your ways, can not lay under the wheel of time. your ways do not harm your truth. This path, is only a path to REALIZING your truth. You do not grow, or shrink in what you do, or is it determined by what you do. In your truth you are pure, you are innocent and whole. In your truth you are with God, on the throne of heaven. It is in truth that all that seems different is only a fetish, a playful fantasy. All your dreams, all your jokes, will not last in the pearly gates.

The steps you took, and seem to take, is your acceptance of this truth, your steps back are only for play, as you choose to delay the awakening. My son of God your the high and the low, your the tears and the grin, you are them all for they are all the same. They are all the little game you play.

So many ask, if they should step back and take the hitting and cheating. So many think and assume that when they put down their defenses, their attackers remain. If they ask they do not understand the world is a reflection, it is like you hitting the mirror and the mirror image hits you back, you always meet in the middle. If they cheat you, let them and love them, and they will cheat no more. If the harm you, let them and love them and they will harm no more.

They only point, when you point first. They only cheat when you cheat first. They only attack when you attack first. Even if you say you did not attack, remember there is no difference between what you think, and the world you see. Everyone in the world knows what your thinking, and they will act on it. because they are it. They are what you are thinking. It is all a reflection, because it seems to have a delay. Yet it has no delay, you do. You assume because you think it first, then it happens, that it came from you. As if the world was late on doing its job. You are the one that is running from God, you are the one that fears that this is true. The people in your reflection fear, because you do. The dynamic is low as you choose to be separate from your world. The ego uses time to get you to think you created it as you go along, This really is not so, you are more honest in your reflection that you are in you "separate mind" .

You have no mind of your own, you are not individual, you are the world you see, and everyone in it is as well. That is all the same, and that is one. There is no wall between you and it, there is no flesh that makes you different from a tree, you are not in a mind that is not out there. The mind that is all, is all, not more you not more me, it is the same thickness, and depth everywhere. It is in the center everywhere, in everyone. You will see this soon, you will feel this clearly real soon. Just put down your defenses and be the one that rest in God. Be the one that realizes it for the world, you can choose this now, you can choose to be, the savior of your fantasy.

...Though this does not make you greater.





Scribed by Devan Byrne from www.WalkofLove.Org

"Walk of Love" is a travel on witch Devan has published photo's and updates of his journey, trusting in the Divine wile he serves and heals by the grace of God. Always hoping to join and meet new faces, at all kinds of spiritual gatherings around the nation. He would love to be a part of yours.

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www.WalkofLove.Org
- Devan's Service Mission Walking around the United States

www.IamACIM.Com
-Online Radio Program studying 'A Course in Miracles'


www.DevanJByrne.Com
- Learn About Rev. Devan J. Byrne and what Services he offers.




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Everything in form changes, but not the belief in death. The belief in form is the belief in death. The form you see is not life, for it requires the price of death. What God of Love, takes away, what God of peace scares you to get you to obey. This is not the way of God. The one true God is not labeled with your ideas. The one true God is constant, and everlasting. If Death is true, God is not. If God is true, Death and form could never be. How could there be a world that contradicts its creator, it is impossible. Only seeming to be done, in illusions of mad ideas.

Your belief in form and the body is the same as your belief that it must pass. It may pass, but you are not move able. The center of the universe, is not in the universe. The center never moves, and never changes if the universe seems to change. The universe around it, moves around it, never through it, never changing it. The outer around the universe is made from the center's consistency. If the consistence of that witch made it chanced, the rest would sees to be what it was. The center is like the chemical bases of all creation, it must be constant or nothing would ever be.

The universe is not form, it is mind. It is not objects and shapes, it is thoughts. The universe is not what it seems to be, all of it is built of the fear of death, but death was built off the fear of God. Focus here for a minute, if there is no body or shape where are you? Are you in the world incased in the body? No, there is no body, there is no form, so where are you? You are not a soul that would seem to flout around like a ghost, that is form. The same question goes for you if you where, if you are not a "Spiritual Body" then where are you? Are you looking through these eyes, away from the world, in a different dimension? No, there are no different dimension, for there isn't even this one.

What you see, is what you believe yourself to be. You are not located anywhere, yet everywhere is you. You are not in things, they are you. No more will I say they are 'in' you, for you are beyond that now. What they are is what you want to be right now. Not in form, there is no form. This is all in mind. The fact you see pain, seeming in form, is the fact you fear and hide from the one true God. The fact you see stupidity is the fact that you fear and hide from the one true God.

This is not in the form you see, they are like the clouds in mind that hide the face of God. it is all here, it is all now. So as you do not see it, then admit, you DO NOT WANT it! The world as you see it, is how YOU WANT IT TO BE. It IS YOU. You only do it to yourself in the most literal sense. What you do is NOT in form, it is all in MIND. NOT BODY, MIND. Only Mind, always was Mind, you never where a Body, it is only a idea you choose to wear, an Idea you choose to seem to be. Yet you really are not, but you do see it, there for you WANT to be.

Death is an idea, that you are a body, an Idea. You are the maker of Ideas, you are not the ideas. You thought it up, you are not living it. The fact you think you are a body, is because you do fear the face of God. The light you try and cover as you shove meaningless ideas on it, is useless, pointless, even more so then the ideas you do it with. You play this game out of fear of facing this guilt, the guilt that you think you split the kingdom of God, that you destroyed the light of heaven, that you put out the one true God. This is, was and always will be impossible. Are you willing enough for truth to admit that you thought this was true, and you fell for the joke. Are you willing to stop, and say to Truth, it will for ever be the one only truth.

Hiding under a bush, does not make your bush a home. You need not to have it this way, What you see is how you want it to be. See to day beyond the form, see today how you want to be. See today the face of God. The face of the one truth in all faces, in all shapes, in all actions. For you declare as you do so, that there is NO other way but God's. Be humble enough to look past the actions, and form and see only God. No need to justify and make up a reason for your seeing god. You do not need to know how it all works out for the best. You do not need to know or see or understand that it all works for the highest and best good, that is all form. Do not be deceived by the form and what you think you see. See ONLY GOD. That is all, for remember you see what you want to be.



Just see God and know, everything else is forgiven. For as you see what is true, the other can not be, for only truth is true. See only Happiness for that is what you want to be, See only peace fro that is what you want to be, See only Joy for that is what you want to be, See only truth for that is what you want to be. That which I see in my brothers, I enforce in me. See the ultimate, for only the ultimate is worthy of you. This is not hard, this is very easy. It is the simplest way to react, it is the simplest way to work, it is the answer to all of your troubles. See the one true God in all because all is you and you only harm yourself, as you fence off a brother.

NOw as you work to see what you want to be, you will realize you have always been this way. You only denied it and hid it from yourself. You will come out from under the bush, and open your hands and arms, you will embrace the father you have ran from. You will put down your swords, you will through away your shields, your stop playing games with yourself, and finally except the love you want. Your joy will be in your serenity and you peace will live with me.






Scribed by Devan Byrne from www.WalkofLove.Org

"Walk of Love" is a travel on witch Devan has published photo's and updates of his journey, trusting in the Divine wile he serves and heals by the grace of God. Always hoping to join and meet new faces, at all kinds of spiritual gatherings around the nation. He would love to be a part of yours.

----------
www.WalkofLove.Org
- Devan's Service Mission Walking around the United States

www.IamACIM.Com
-Online Radio Program studying 'A Course in Miracles'


www.DevanJByrne.Com
- Learn About Rev. Devan J. Byrne and what Services he offers.




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The Adam and Eve Story, with the beginning of the Son of God and the fall of knowing.
Told to me, raised a mormon, with beliefs of a pre-existence, and a war in heaven.

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The Love of God is beyond what you believe you know. You want the love of God to be about form, and Bodies. Yes you did gain a body, but did you really gain farther in God's love as you came here to test it? You grew up be taught that you became a body so you can be as the father in heaven, and the is true. But not in the way you think it is for. In 'A Course in Miracles' it talks about "I am not a body, I am free, for I am still as God created me". This meaning before the body you have now, you were a being that is still now.

A being that was in the pre existence, The being that participated in the war in heaven. Yet again it is all not in the way you think it is. The key to understanding, the truth about it is It is not about form. It is not about separate bodies, or even separate spirits. Think of it as a Mind, a Mind that is. Not a brain, but a mind that simply just is. It does not think yet, and this is the beginning. You can think of it as a cloud or a mist, but it is not form, so it has no edge, and no sides. This as of yet may not be comprehendible, this is fine. Do not force yourself to understand, when peace is your goal.

In the beginning there was mind, it was. Mind had a idea of simple joyous expression. This was the only begotten son. The son was observed by mind, yet the son too was not form. He was not a body, he simply was. The son was the expression of the mind that thought him. The mind is the father of the son. The son, was one with the father, in perfect union. The son, metaphorically speaking was in paradise. In the garden of eden, where perfection met form. Here was the Father and the Son, joined and free to dance and sing.

One day the Son, looked at the father and ask him to watch and enjoy his dance. Yet the father had no form to see. The Son so desired the fathers attention to be with his dance, yet the father just observed. The son desired someone to dance with, someone to share the expression with, yet he was the only begotten son. There was one expression of God, and it was him. In the sons desire, he dreamt up the idea of another. He thought about what she would look like, and how he would have someone to play and sing with. The first desire was asked for, and it was given. Yet this all had nothing to do with form. It was all in mind, the only way to have another to dance with, The son must give a piece of him self to the creation of form. As he fell asleep, in his peaceful ideas, he wondered the garden. To his amazement what he asked for, was given.

There she was exactly as he desired, the women of his dreams, to dance with, to sing with, to play with. This friend was much more then simply a friend, this friend was a piece of him. This friend was him, as he danced with himself, and sang with himself. he started to think the other was another. He started to forget, the other was him self. She began to have her own free will, she thought of new games, and ways to play. The son was gladdened as they were joyous games. The ran in trees, and up and down hills. In this perfect place. They splashed and teased, and fantasized of a family they could be.

They started to think, what games would be great, if they had more friends to play. The couldn't remember how she got here, but they new it could be. They started to think, and partake of the knowledge that they are form, and there is a way. The desire was heard by the creation of mind, and the gift was given. The gift was given but only by giving a piece of them, would they have a family. As their children came, as a piece of them, they started to forget they were a piece, of them. They started to think they were free, and had wills of their own. This is true, as it became a reality when they started to think it was so.

They were in paradise, tell one day they forgot they all were. They saw the will's of their children, they saw the wills of each other. But they seemed to forget the will's of their own. They now where here to serve their brothers, and their happiness was there goal. When all awhile, they are forgetting that they are a piece of him. He forgot that the will he see's is the will of his own. I gave up himself, so the others can live. He gave his Life so the others could be. What greater Love has any man, but the one who gave his life for his friends.

Serving his family and striving for their will to be happy. He became to believe he was truly apart from them now. As his son's disputed and killed. He knew this could not be of him. He gave his life so they could live, yet the did what they wanted, and took it away. The gift he gave and they throu it away. This could never be a piece of him. He denied it and rejected it. Realizing it was so, to change the world, and to loose as we grow. He did not want it, he did not ask for it, he only wanted their will's for happiness. Forgetting it was his own will.

He cursed him, He blamed him, He tortured him, as he took back him love from him. This could not be, in my family, for they are free to be happy. He is not and will never be, a part of me. He came from her. I was with God once, in joy and peace. Yet I am here now, and things like this happen, against my will.

As you can see the son, forgotten they were a piece of him. He forgotten their will was a piece of his. He forgot his creations, were of him. For he still is dreaming, of his dream to get the attention of God. At the beginning he was dancing, and singing. He was happy and one. As he gave himself for others, he forgot he was the others. They are one, not simply in family, but in mind, and in will. They do not have separate wills, they have one. For they are one son. The son slept and dreamt of dancing with his friends, never to have woken up. Still sleeping in a dream of a family beyond numbers. Sabitosh itself, and fighting itself. Kissing itself, and serving itself. Condemning, and forgiving itself, again and again.

But then you see, before the dream, I said this was all metaphorically. This was never in form, as it seems to be, but only a thought, an idea the son wanted to play, as it wished for the attention from is source, that it to was one with. God could not look at you, God could never kiss you, God could never hold you, for my son... he is you.

So as you can see, this is not just a story, but it is simply the idea of what you had be. The stories, have been split and changed, but they all say the same thing. This is of you, and your will to have the attention of God. this is not a story of years ago, but a story of right now. This very instant do you wish for this, and this very instant do you hide yourself from the father. You hide in the bushes, afraid of what you have done. But know this, in dreams, they remain dreams, wake up and see. You are not a body, you are free, you are one with me.

The Love of God is not in this story, but that of the very beginning. The Love he was, that created you loving. The one expression of his own. The love is shown to his self, as it simply just is. Everything you know, everything you think is in form, even when you think of love, you think not of what it is, but how you express it to others. When you see, their will is yours, you will not bargain or sway with them. You will be happy, and let things be, as now you are free.

The only gift you can give to any of your brothers, is not a gift of form, even if it seems to be. The really gift is like love, but expressed in a way that all may see. The real gift to your brother, is a gift to yourself, as you remember who you are. Not simply a child, not simply a friend. But the Son of the most divine. You did stray, and say all the glory to me, to test your self, and the love of God, but as you remember you will see, all the glory to thee father, all the glory to thee.

This is the return of the christ to the earth, the son knew it was, once before, now it returns to know again. The full knowledge of the son, and his truth one with the father will be fofilled in the time, you are awakened from your dream of attention. You dream there are 'other' to dance and sing with, but so desperately you wish to get back that which you gave up for it. The knowledge of your father. Choose to wake up, and the memory will return to you. The world's will is for happiness, yet it is not in games, singing and playing. It is in God, and only in God.

Return to God, and find what your looking for, in games, in dancing and singing. Return to truth, and see that you have dreamed your in harm. Return to God, and realize the Love of God is all there is. Outside of your pathetic fantasies. The only test you have is the test you give yourself, to remember whole you are, in a maze of seeming darkness and separation. The only question remains, do you want others to dance and play with, or do you want the father to be with? there is nothing to fear, they will not be lost, they will follow you. For remember, they are you.

Jesus, remembered. As you know, we are children, and jesus is a brother. But as I said, the children are all one son. As Jesus remembered, you to will remember. Many remember the 'pre-existence' and the many spirits, yet few go father back to before that. Before that was the war in heaven, a war that is explained as a war of words. Think about this, there are no words, less there are others to speak with. As the only begotten son, was the only begotten son, there were no others. As I say in 'A Course in Miracles' Peace is unity, and war is separation. As the war of words began, the son was separated in himself. Now there were others to 'war' with. All metaphorically speaking, as kain killed abal.

Now Jesus remembered even beyond, he realized before the war, there was only the father and the son. He realized there was only the truth of the father, as the son was his gift. This is why he said he was the 'Son of God' the ' Only Begotten Son' when there is no other. Now as he remembered, you too can remember. You would go back in your mind and realize the same thing. Before there were many, there was one and the many came from, and is the One. The 'Son of God' the 'Truth and the Light' and not 'all the glory to me' but 'All the glory to thee, Father'

Jesus is a savior to you, for he shows you the way to remember. Be like him and find that the way is simple, they way is kindness and love. The way is stillness, and peace. The way is forgiveness of all brothers. The way is forever the way to God. Jesus is a symbol of what you are going to be, you can not stray from the return of christ. You can not hide from the love of god. It is unavoidable, and avoidance is only a delay. Yet every child gets tiered of playing games, every women gets tired of dancing, every throat gets tired of singing. In the return to God, you will see, I am everything you want to be. As he said, only through me, you will be saved, means only through remembering Christ, can you return home to God.

The Love of God is here, waiting for you to realize it is. It is ready in every moment to be expressed in the son. It is prepared to be everything it can be, as long as you limit it not in yourself. Choose not to judge, for you only judge and restrain Love. Yet Love, is un-restrainable, so you must only be hiding from yourself as you choose to judge. Hide not, and repent as you except full forgiveness from all ideas. You are free, so be free. You are loved, so be happy and love. You are not condemned so except the freedom today.





Scribed by Devan Byrne from www.WalkofLove.Org

"Walk of Love" is a travel on witch Devan has published photo's and updates of his journey, trusting in the Divine wile he serves and heals by the grace of God. Always hoping to join and meet new faces, at all kinds of spiritual gatherings around the nation. He would love to be a part of yours.

----------
www.WalkofLove.Org
- Devan's Service Mission Walking around the United States

www.IamACIM.Com
-Online Radio Program studying 'A Course in Miracles'


www.DevanJByrne.Com
- Learn About Rev. Devan J. Byrne and what Services he offers.




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Last Saturday we took a trip to Philadelphia with our Hosts Lynn and Brad, and his daughter Amber. We went to a showing of Body works exhibit, with an emphasis of the brain. I delt with allot of dead bodies and muscels when I was going to Massage therapy school, before 'A Course in Miracles' came into my life. Before I remember it was a bit strange to look and relate with the bodies and easily get sick over it. I was amazed, first that it did not bother me quite as much as it use to, and second it still did in different ways. It was a wonderful time of watching the mind, and all the emotion that do come up. There where bodies in many different positions, showing the muscles and origins, all cut up in different was showing all the body. There was a wonderful exhibit of little fetuses at different stages of a birth. I noticed the emotions coming up to the serfice regarding the memories of my son and his premature birth, and how he was so tiny and looked so much like the baby bodies there. I easily wanted to cry and morn over the loss, as I have many times. But instantly as I start to choose to morn, I strongly remember the mind. There is no loss when there is one, it only seems that form passes, and changes or even re-incarnates, or not. All these images of mind twinkling past like clouds.


There is such a strong belief that it is true, that we are bodies, that we are these shadows and forms in a formless word. We grab on to other shadows and create this sort of bond between, packing to be emotionally attached to each other over other shadows, as if the sacrifice of all the other shadow's love, makes the love for this one shadow greater.

Could what we be, be contained in a body? Saying we live, and we die. Disappearing from existence when the body seems to pass. When the brain goes, where do you go? Are you a brain?


(Did not finish, posting it anyway)