I can't do anything wrong, for I am Spirit.
Scribed by Rev. Devan Jesse Byrne on Thursday, October 15, 2009
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A wonderful practice in surety has happened often here. one being an example,a few days ago I was very intuned and and meditative. I could feel the deep resonation of the presence of love. I could hear and feel the world around me and remembered that which was laid before me. I was in a state where I was observing the world, including myself and what I would do.
The night before, I was told "You will not be going to NYC" and it brought up anger in me because I wanted to trust that was from spirit. I meditated of the reasoning for going to NYC and found that the reason is clear. I stuck in my surety and even was prompted to get a early bus ticket the next morning. I started looking up and finding out course groups in NYC. I did get very in tune with this as my guidance. I felt myself called downstairs, when the next minute or so, Armelle come up and asked me to join them downstairs. So the guidance and her confirmation I did so very confidently. This is when I was very tuned in and Meditating. We sat together and got very deep in meditation when I mentioned the feelings that I feel I could do something wrong, I felt as if I could screw things up, which is a common feeling in my life. When Armelle looked at me with firm a surety and asked "Who is speaking now" referring to spirit or ego. I distinctively knew I should not answer yet. I felt very peaceful and said "does it matter" "Who is speaking" she said again and again, and trying to get me to answer, with her raised voice she insisted on my answer "I am" I said, "I am speaking" "your avoiding the question" she said.
Finally I felt guided and I said "Spirit Speaks" "Who speaks?" she yelled, "Spirit speaks" I stated, and to my very much surprise, she said "Then you can not do anything wrong". ...My mind was blown! My mind went empty... If I trust I am coming from spirit, I must trust everything I do and say is so. I realized fully in that moment that it is simply the idea that I could do something wrong that is the attack thought. Not the action at all. I knew this in my mind, yet now I really felt it and it was clear. I am Spirit, I am the wholly Spirit and the ego thoughts are to think there is another way of being or thinking. With our now joyest laughter we enjoyed a wonderful 20 minutes or so, busting our sides.
It was true, and if I thought it wasn't I simply stopped trusting in it, that is all. Does not trusting make it a fact? No I can not do anything about it, What I am is the spirit, and everything I do is guided by spirit, for I allow it through... no thought can get me to think I am wrong, or else spirit is wrong and that is impossible.
A wonderful practice in surety has happened often here. one being an example,a few days ago I was very intuned and and meditative. I could feel the deep resonation of the presence of love. I could hear and feel the world around me and remembered that which was laid before me. I was in a state where I was observing the world, including myself and what I would do.
The night before, I was told "You will not be going to NYC" and it brought up anger in me because I wanted to trust that was from spirit. I meditated of the reasoning for going to NYC and found that the reason is clear. I stuck in my surety and even was prompted to get a early bus ticket the next morning. I started looking up and finding out course groups in NYC. I did get very in tune with this as my guidance. I felt myself called downstairs, when the next minute or so, Armelle come up and asked me to join them downstairs. So the guidance and her confirmation I did so very confidently. This is when I was very tuned in and Meditating. We sat together and got very deep in meditation when I mentioned the feelings that I feel I could do something wrong, I felt as if I could screw things up, which is a common feeling in my life. When Armelle looked at me with firm a surety and asked "Who is speaking now" referring to spirit or ego. I distinctively knew I should not answer yet. I felt very peaceful and said "does it matter" "Who is speaking" she said again and again, and trying to get me to answer, with her raised voice she insisted on my answer "I am" I said, "I am speaking" "your avoiding the question" she said.
Finally I felt guided and I said "Spirit Speaks" "Who speaks?" she yelled, "Spirit speaks" I stated, and to my very much surprise, she said "Then you can not do anything wrong". ...My mind was blown! My mind went empty... If I trust I am coming from spirit, I must trust everything I do and say is so. I realized fully in that moment that it is simply the idea that I could do something wrong that is the attack thought. Not the action at all. I knew this in my mind, yet now I really felt it and it was clear. I am Spirit, I am the wholly Spirit and the ego thoughts are to think there is another way of being or thinking. With our now joyest laughter we enjoyed a wonderful 20 minutes or so, busting our sides.
It was true, and if I thought it wasn't I simply stopped trusting in it, that is all. Does not trusting make it a fact? No I can not do anything about it, What I am is the spirit, and everything I do is guided by spirit, for I allow it through... no thought can get me to think I am wrong, or else spirit is wrong and that is impossible.
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